Fucking wonderful. Turns out that maybe I won't see Mikhaela this weekend. Grr. That was not well thought through, girl. I tooold you so. And now I have no cuddle buddy. Thank you.

Yeah, it's been a while. But that doesn't really matter since my followers don't even read my blog. Anyways.
Hi there!
My life sucks right now, so... YEAH. Um, the girl I love broke up with me, my sister is a fucking idiot, my cousin smoked heroin, my friend ran away and I haven't heard from her for a week, and I'm off my meds because I'm starting to think I might have a drug problem.
So yeah, fun day. Actually, fun three weeks.
Also, I'm pretty sure everyone at my school thinks Im a complete faggot.
Basically, I'm just kinda backwards lately. Mik's coming over sometime soon so maybe that'll help. But I doubt it. She has some things she wants to tell me... so I imagine I will probably find something else to stress about, me being... myself.
Oh well. It's always raining here.
Been listening to a lot of The Postal Service lately. It's been making me feel better. I think. I have this idea that sad music makes me feel happy and I think it might just be my imagination. Maybe I should listen to more happy music.
...
Fuck that. I hate happy music.
Anyway, I'm done being depressed at you.
Night.