I'm doing alright. On some shitty meds but I'll be off them in a couple years here.

Mik and I are together again. I adore her, as much as she drives me crazy. Cropsey status.

Been listening to old ADTR.

Good.

Fucking.

Stuff.

LOVE IT.

Ight.

Peach.

Fucking wonderful. Turns out that maybe I won't see Mikhaela this weekend. Grr. That was not well thought through, girl. I tooold you so. And now I have no cuddle buddy. Thank you.

Yeah, it's been a while. But that doesn't really matter since my followers don't even read my blog. Anyways.
Hi there!
My life sucks right now, so... YEAH. Um, the girl I love broke up with me, my sister is a fucking idiot, my cousin smoked heroin, my friend ran away and I haven't heard from her for a week, and I'm off my meds because I'm starting to think I might have a drug problem.
So yeah, fun day. Actually, fun three weeks.
Also, I'm pretty sure everyone at my school thinks Im a complete faggot.
Basically, I'm just kinda backwards lately. Mik's coming over sometime soon so maybe that'll help. But I doubt it. She has some things she wants to tell me... so I imagine I will probably find something else to stress about, me being... myself.
Oh well. It's always raining here.
Been listening to a lot of The Postal Service lately. It's been making me feel better. I think. I have this idea that sad music makes me feel happy and I think it might just be my imagination. Maybe I should listen to more happy music.
...
Fuck that. I hate happy music.
Anyway, I'm done being depressed at you.
Night.

Someone's always comin' around here,

trailing some new kill.
Says, I seen your picture
on a hundred dollar bill.

What's a game of chance to you,
him is one of real skill.

So glad to meet you, Angeles.

I love Elliot Smith. And this song reminds me of how much I hate Los Angeles. Bravo, Mr. Smith.

Anyway, in my cynical modd, I had declared faith bullshit when I had a little optimistic comeback. What I was angry at was not faith, it was faith without free will. Without free will, a human being is nothing. I'm glad I cleared that up for myself.

Oh, and I came up with a quote for my notebook:

"Faith without free will is like communism without equality. Lose it, and it becomes a facism." - Ravyn Vale

Cool, eh?

We got Call Of fucking DUTY at GameStop the other day (shhh... mi mama no know). It's awesome. And for the Wii now so I'm actually getting good at it. Those darn motion controls have always been easy for me. Twilight Princess was a fucking piece of cake. WOO!

Anyway, I'm addicted to Deftones right now (thanks, octopus girl) and they're really really good. Mikhaela! You need to burn me a CD... ]: Pleeeeaase...

Anyway... I've been sleeping well. I'm pretty happy these days. Good night.

hmm...

you said this is suicide, I said it's a fucking war

Bring Me The Horizon's new video premiered today. The song is titled "It Never Ends" from their new album "There Is a Hell, Believe Me I've Seen It, There Is A Heaven, Let's Keep It a Secret." That's a mouthful, eh? Even the acronym is fucking long; TIAHBMISITIAHLKIAS. Fuck me. But go check the new video. It fucking kills!

Anyway, hello. How are y'all doing? I realise it's been a while since I made a post, and I apologise. I've just had other, frankly, more important things on my mind lately, plus I've been working a lot.

I sent a message today to the indie folk musician AUTRY! (from Portland) They're looking for a second guitarist and I thought I'd take them up on it. So we'll see how that pans out.

The screenwriting is going well. Coming up with some great new ideas for Myriad (the working title) that will not only make the dream sequences easier to film, but the transitions much more subtle and arterrific... yes, I just made that up. Anyway, I'll get back to you on that.

I've been looking for the fourth series of The IT Crowd online, but I can't seem to find it anywhere. If you've never seen it, you must, because it's hiiiilarious. British television is so much better than this American crap (*cough*Gossip Girl*cough*).

Sorry *cough* excuse me.

And I'm out of drumsticks again. I found a new pair a couple weeks ago, but one of the sticks broke, so... yeah.

So, um, that's it, I think. Talk to y'all later (hopefully not so late as this time). Good bye!

Dearest, I don't play games.

Just tell me, please, and we'll both be better off for it.